For the 1st time I cried in front of Frankie! I juz lost control of myself when he asked me to the backarea. I went back to work last minutes as Alex sms me that he’s not feeling well n wishes to go back at 6pm. Frankie already told him not to ask me to replace him n even told alex off when he told him that i was coming in at 6pm to work. I dunnoe... Frankie asked me if i wish to go back home and then i could leave immediately if i wishes. He din wan me to be always satisfying, thou i've glad he's thinking on my shoes but at times i still feel exploited by them... I chose to stay, working in the bar with boon on the floor doing service while Vanessa and Frankie were at the IBU office doing GM report... Anand came over to BRUNCH, he cut himself while cleaning the wine glasses at work... juz went to Raffles Hospital to have it stitched...Glad he's fine as we juz had dinner at Swensen's the night before.

Saturday , 3 May 2008

Went to Mac to buy lunch for Mel at the same time thought of getting the Orienteering dept ppl lunch since i know that they are in Dunman already! Only to realize that I only had $18 in my wallet, was kind of worried as i placed all my orders!!!

Came to know that Mr Bernard was looking for me the moment he came in as we were supposed to be meeting him at 12.50pm to discuss on certain matters before we meet up with the main comm. Meeting at the canteen coz there’s NO electricity in Dunman after 3pm!!! Super hot throughout the meeting... Plus meeting ended at almost 7pm!!! Guess F&B is always being neglected..... during meeting! I HATE THAT... Anyway Mr Bernard actually got biscuits for us to munch on during the meeting. It’s the thought that counts plus the effort in going to get the kind of biscuits we eat.

Dinner at 85 Market with Mel, Gim, YZ, JiangLi, SeeJin and YiMing... Was a nice dinner after meeting. 1st time YiMing joining us at 85 Markets... recalling the past LTCs we’ve been together! I seriously enjoy working with this batch of juniors who are also my fellow instructors, looking at them, watching them growing during their school days and coming back to help out in LTC, the bonds we shared, the chemistry we have... Also I was thinking that I’ve never been to 85 Market with my buddies!!! 

Studied at Millenium Walk Coffee Bean after school… Then went back PanPac to get my shoes home to wash… ran into Harmony as I was leaving lorz, she asked why I was back.. Haiz… Met Melvin for dinner. Had a long talk with him abt wat’s been happening to me especially in PanPac – issues with Vanessa. Thanks, Mel for listening..

Sunday, 22 October 2006

Slept the whole day

Saturday, 21 October 2006

Had tuition in the morning… a difficult session to arrange which was agreed on then cancelled as I was supposed to go back to work at 11am but BRUNCH closed yesterday then arranged back agn… Haiz… Thou through all the trouble but tuition is still on… hahahaz so lame having tuition when exams are over but in actual fact, we din have tuition… we juz chatted abt wat topics to teach then we played cards!!! Din charge them for the lesson lorz…

Vivo City with Vanessa... was a super last min decision to go out!!! Dinner at  Earle Swensen's Restaurant - the service was good but the food was expensive. In my opinion, it was semi fine dining... Sitting there looking at the way they work, their sevice, asking who's the mangers n stuff... think this is a habit of people in the FnB line??? Caught the moive - The Departed at GV Vivo - the largest cinema at 8.20pm which ended 11plus. Went our separated ways home…

Friday, 20 October 2006

Arrived at Millenium Walk Coffee Bean at 10plus to study since I’m supposed to work at 3pm… However Frankie called me at 12 09 informing me tat BRUNCH is closed for operation liaoz dun need to go back to work but Cheryl will be coming back… Oh okie lorz. I stayed on at Coffee Bean to continue studying. The whole BRUNCH team – Vanessa, Frankie, Ida, Mike n Cheryl appeared in front of me at 1plus… Surprised… Packed my stuff and we all went for lunch at BK, they having their lunch break. After tat, I went back pan pac to collect my pay n then back to Coffee Beans to study. Oh man, luckily I went back… coz I actually left a pencil case containing 2 thumbdrives (belonging to Gim) and SD card (belonging to Vanessa) without knowing as I packed in a rush. Shocked when the Coffee Bean staff came over to ask me if I left such a thingz behind, totally shocked coz I don’t even noe tat it’s missing!!! Anyway I studied till 8plus at night b4 heading home… All the BRUNCH staffs have knocked off already.

Thursday, 19 October 2006

Hahahaz been having craving for Mac Milo lorx… On my way to work, went over to Marina Square to get myself Ice Milo with hashbrown for breakfast!!! Went to work treating it as nothing has happened trying to be my normal self… As I get changed into uniform, I couldn’t find my service pin… as much as I guessed… Vanessa took my service pin as she lost hers last week. Argh argh… sms GuoWei as he has an extra one but he’s not working… I ended up stealing ZhiMing’s one from his locker… wahahaz called BRUNCH, Frankie answered… juz wanna inform him tat I’m looking for service pin… wasn’t late for work!!! Nothing much for the rest of the day, juz tat Cheryl came back to work at 2pm when it was her off day. Oh ya, BRUNCH will be closed on Sat, tml last operation… it is due to HAZE (think more of wat happened on Tue – Staffs are all falling sick working in the outside plus business hasn’t been good due to Haze)

Wednesday, 18 October 2006

Woke up at 6.10am to leave Kor kor’s place as he’s driving a weekend car, he drove me to the bus stop where I took bus 969 home. Lucky me got a seat and I slept throughout the whole journey till I reached Tampines interchange then walked home. Mummy asked me why I woke up so early since I’m having afternoon lecture when she woke up… hahahaz I told her I juz got home… I din call her last night but her hp no batt n I did let daddy noe thou… Off to my bed to sleep till 11am b4 heading to school for CF lecture

Met Mr Wee up to get cheque from him. It’s been a long long time since I met saw him… went for dinner at East Coast Lagoon

Tuesday, 17 October 2006

Mummy told me in the morning tat she’s going for operation next month… my whole heart sank when I heard tat… it’s been dragging for some time already, finally something need to be done. Din go into the details with her coz I need to go to school already.

Went over Vanessa’s place to visit her after school coz she’s on MC… Frankie Off, Vanessa, Cheryl n Ida on MC. Only Mike went to work!!! Vanessa went to GK to “borrow” Anand n Jega, only after settling matters at BRUNCH did she went home to rest lorx. We had some big quarrel and I left her house crying… Totally upset abt thingz tat happened.

I’ve lost a friend… a true friend whom I thought I juz found. A special friend who has juz become part of my life. The closeness we shared in the short time we’ve met… I juz truly wanna to a close friend with you. Yet everything juz vanish into the thin air in juz a short short time, everything juz changed… I dunnoe wat went wrong, I can feel the distance, the avoidance… I din wan to take all those rumours others are spreading to heart, I tried to ignore. Yet everything’s over, nothing remains… Thanks for all the memories u’ve given in the times we’ve met, the many thingz u’ve taught me.

Anyway, I ended up at kor kor’s place to stay over for the night. Have a short chat with kor kor over the whole matter. Thanks, kor for always being there for me… Encounter is the word he used to describe the whole matter…

Thou you called to show concern if I’m home but ur words hurt further… you juz understand he’s a kor kor to me tat’s why I noe for sure tat I’m in safe hands

A perfect song to describe what i'm going through now... (A song tat i share with someone who asked if tat was wat i meant... )

最近
李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福